sorry for the overload of glorious SP backwash. this lady understands me to the bone.
"It is as if my life were magically run by two electric currents: joyous positive and despairing negative-- whichever is running at the moment dominates my life, floods it."
-SP
"Independence Day: how many people know from what they are free, from what they are imprisoned."
-SP
"Unless the self has enormous centering power, it flies off in all directions through space without the bracing & regulating tensions of necessary work, other people & their lives."
-SP
"The great fault of America-- this part of it-- is its air of pressure: expectancy of conformity."
-SP
"...the cremation fires burning in the dead eyes of Anne Franck: horror on horror, injustice on cruelty-- all accessible, various-- how can the soul keep from flying to fragments-- disintegrating, in one wild dispersal?"
-SP
"I hated men because they didn't stay around and love me like a father: i could prick holes in them & show they were no father-material."
-SP
"So what does she know about love? Nothing. You should have it. You should get it. It's nice. But what is it?"
-SP
"I felt cheated: I wasn't loved but all the signs said I was loved: the world said i was loved: the powers-that-were said i was loved."
-SP
"...it's too risky. First of all, it's a hell of a responsibility to be yourself. It's much easier to be somebody else or nobody at all."
-SP
"Who am i angry at? Myself. No, not yourself. Who is it? It is my father and all the fathers i have known who have wanted me to be what i have not felt like really being from my heart and at the society which seems to want us to be what we do not want to be from our hearts: i am angry at these people and images."
-SP
"Is it dangerous to be happy? One feels that is her secret life-philosophy: the minute you dare to be happy fate smacks you a low blow."
-SP
"Why is telling her of a success so unsatisfying: because one success is never enough: when you love, you have an infinite lease of it. When you approve, you only approve single acts. Thus approval has a short dateline. the question is: so much for that, good, but now, what is the next thing?"
-SP
"Lord knows what is happening to me: i am dying of inertia. Is it a defense, not working: then i can't be critisized for what i do."
-SP
"What insight am i trying to get to free what? If my emotional twists are at the bottom of misery, how can i get to know what they are and what to do with them?"
-SP
"If you are dead, no one can critisize you, or if they do, it doesn't hurt."
-SP
"I need an outsider: fell like the recluse who comes out into the world with a life-saving gospel to find everybody has learned a new language in the meantime and can't understand a word he's saying."
-SP
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